headache ow ow ow

okay, so I just overnighted my Telluride House application this afternoon. Like Alex, I wasn't sure if I actually wanted to do it, and I spent last night trying to convince my mom over the phone that I didn't need to do it, that it was pointless and a waste of time. well, whatever, why not waste something I don't have? so now my college admissions process is officially over until the returns start coming back. hallelujah.
for those of you who haven't heard, I've been having a sort of terrible end of the semester, since my roommate suddenly decided that she hated me and wanted to get me expelled (it's a long story). well, that didn't pan out, and now the word on the street is that she wants to sue me instead. faaaabulous. but I have a wonderful new roommate, and the new semester starts next week, so I'm trying to be optimistic - but do me a favor and send me good, non-incriminating thoughts?
I miss you all, and still owe letters to a lot of you. they're coming eventually, I promise. in the meantime, I may call some of you to let the soothing TASP balm wash over me.

my own TASP memory is coming soon. I have to go or I'll be late for sign-in. I love you all and miss you like hell.